When I close my eyes, think ‘PE lessons’ and let my mind freewheel, the first memory is always ‘changing rooms’. I suspect it’s this way for a lot of people; for while your school PE lessons usually involved different sports and/or teachers, the seemingly mandatory fitness rituals started and ended here.
The sweaty fug, the echoey walls, the slightly sticky floors with the overlay of mud and dirt, haphazardly swept. Worn wooden benches, not enough space – reminders that your school is double the size it was originally designed to be. The smell of feet and cheap deodorant, sight of parts of youthful body. Teenagers talking, banging of boots, the background dripping of that shower-head which is forever leaking, the yell of Jones the teacher, chasing out the laggards with all apparent pleasure of playing the martinet. Glances at a few of your compatriots; the kid having to wear the crap out of the lost property box, that one you vaguely find attractive, the one you’re jealous of and that ‘oddity’ – the one really tall / short / fat / hairy / whatever.
From the distance of twenty-odd years, the ‘problem’ that the changing-rooms posed doesn’t seem that bad. But then I remember the lengths I went to; making sure I wore ‘right’ underwear, doing my best to get the peg in that spot which offered a bit of privacy, developing a manner of changing which led to the minimum of shown flesh and so on – I wouldn’t have done these things unless if the young me had felt it necessary to do so. Which leads to the questioning on whether the ‘mature perspective’ is nothing more than personal revisionism, where we edit our memories to provide a narrative which isn’t so depressing or painful.
One memory – or more correctly, series of memories – is firmly rooted in my mind, however. That I hated PE and all it’s works. The fact that this loathing still echoes over two decades showing me just how much I despised it at the time.
A Collage Of Failure
From balancing on a beam to catching a ball, via running a race to skipping; I sucked, bad. As a young kid, I wasn’t particularly unfit, but my physical body wasn’t really conducive to athletic performance; left-handed (this is more a cramp than you’d think), poor eyesight, crooked toes, weak ankles and a poorly-healed injury. In a way, it was the worst of both worlds; defective enough to make sporting accomplishment a non-starter, but not actually in a diagnosed manner which would stop Mr Jones and all his ilk from shouting at me for being crap, lazy or whatever. Or simply get me off ‘games’, period. (What a load of propaganda, that is. Making it sound like fun of some form).
I’m not mentioning this for any sympathy bollocks, but to make a point; that if I’d been a poor performer in a ‘real subject’ like maths, any remotely competent teacher would have looked to the reasons for the continued failure (or should have), instead of simply blaming the kid. Having old Mrs Smith bellowing at me to ‘do the reading, try harder!’ like any problem can be surmounted by sheer willpower alone is both stupid and counter-productive – yet we seemingly consider this acceptable behaviour from a PE teacher.
Teaching Fails
In fact, there’s a quite a lot of the tradecraft of the PE teacher which is objectionable in some form. The first glaring one being the general absence of motivational skill. Teaching is both a science and an art form, and much of it is to get kids who don’t overly want to learn to do so. This is an attribute which is seemingly lost on the average PE teacher, who’s attended the ‘Drill Sergeant School of Persuasion’ and is pissed off when smart-arse students learn how to do the bare minimum but they’re not allowed to belt anyone.
Then there’s the lack of teaching skill. That is, when they actually tried to teach you anything – all I got was the rudiments of perhaps a half-dozen competitive sports and a few ‘field events’ thrown in at the end of summer term as a kind of pièce de résistance. That’s about it. Oh, and ‘cross-country’; the ultimate ‘filler activity’, doing laps of a muddy field, normally while Jones is standing there with a cup of tea and a clip-board.
Looking back at this now, I can honestly say that my PE teachers didn’t impart a single item of information which proved useful in my adult life regarding health or fitness. Not even how to warm up properly. They can’t even take the credit for teaching me how to swim.
What’s more, their teaching was pointless. The ‘athletic types’ already knew how to play, say football so making them repeat rudiments was generally futile. The ones who did need the lessons were the kids to ‘didn’t care’ and thus, wouldn’t use it. The only good point about this was that the constant re-learning the same thing ate large gobs of time, which put off the day of reckoning. (And this wasn’t a ‘good’ point for the sporty kids who’d have loved to simply spent the whole lesson actually playing a ‘proper match’.).
Playing The Game?
Losing a game; well, it happens. Constantly losing games is bad. Constantly losing games because you’re crap is even worse. Having said crapness rubbed in your face on a weekly basis was the point I started to bunk off. Nobody finds constant defeat fun, and when you worship at the altar of the ‘competitive ethos’, you wonder why those who cannot compete simply withdraw from even attempting it.
This isn’t ‘snowflakery’ or some bollocks about wanting to ‘coddle kids from failure’, just simple common sense. Yes, I’m crap at [sport name] and what’s more, your half-dozen barely-taught ‘lessons’ are not going to impart enough either physical ability or technical skill to make me much better. Yet, you still expected me to run out there all bright-eyed and with a grin on my face? My memory is a touch hazy from the passage of time, but I’m sure I wasn’t either doped up with happy pills or a masochist.
Apparently, all this shit is ‘character forming’, at least at the public schools (yes, them!) much of the modern PE syllabus was copied from. Yet it doesn’t hold up at loser look because the very preachers of said lessons – the teacher – was usually rather suspicious types.
Of Questionable Character
The clear favouritism towards the athletic, for starters. Okay, I get (now) that you like sports and therefore will like others who also like sports and are good at it, but you’re supposed to be the teacher, not a rando fan who’s only got eyes for ‘people of the match’ or whatever.
Often this ‘blind eye’ is extended to include ignoring bullying; PE lessons being one of the best times to cause a bit of physical pain and then have it minimised or dismissed as ‘competitive spirit’ or ‘an accident’. Some of these are genuinely overlooked; after all, two eyes can’t watch all things at all times and if in a sporting event the context can be much more confusing. But I’ve also had teachers stare me down and announce my ‘story’ was in fact, a hallucination. In public, so everyone else knew I was a grass. Nice one, Jones.
Then there’s the pernickety obsession with rules. I’ll tell you this now; if my PE teachers had diverted the energy they expended on chasing up kids who didn’t shower or those wearing non-regulation kit and put it into actually teaching us, we’d have all been better off. What’s the lesson here, Jones? It’s more important to look the part than actually exercise? That athletic performance is directly linked to the colour of your socks? (think I’ve found the cause in designer gym-wear…). Or that it deeply wrong to want to wear a tracksuit instead of that horridly thin vest and shorts while doing cross-country in January?
Speaking of showering, did PE teachers ever actually think these things through? That having a communal showers with zero privacy (not even stall dividers), non-adjustable temperature (scalding hot or tepidly cold) and a smell of a urinal cake was bad enough for self-conscious teens in a country with little tradition of public nudity – but the kicker was that we students never had enough time to shower.
If I go full-pelt and cut all optionals, I can ‘turn-around’ in fifteen minutes after a workout session. Time allotted in lesson for this? Ten. Let’s also factor in that of the schools I was at, there was never a shower-head = student ratio better than one to four (often more). Therefore, the unlucky sods at the back could end up waiting the best part of thirty minutes (at least) for a shower to free up. That by this time, you’re already late for the next lesson (and the next PE class is already in the changing room) – or you’re eating into your own time. Like missing your bus home. Or your lunch-spot. Or just the pointless time-neurosis schools love to instil in their charges.
As you’ve kinda guessed; nobody had ‘proper’ showers. The teachers would check, but as this was done by looking at hair, this was easy to fake by simply wetting it a bit. I think I had one single shower in five years of compulsory PE – I do remember that my prop towel which lived in my locker got more use from hair-drying from rain-storms than it’s intended purpose.
Superficiality…
With the benefit of hindsight and a little bit of knowledge, I realise now just how shallow the PE ‘concepts’ were – that like it considered constant failure to be ‘character building’, it seemed to think that a half-hour of whipped, lacklustre physical activity twice a week to be the sufficient to stave off the ballooning obesity epidemic (which American studies have shown to be of minimal to no effect on the fighting the flab in kids). A situation which not only breeds stagnation and disinterest in the subject, but is so obviously stupid and devoid of logic that even the victims pupils point it out.
The obsession with ‘metrics’ – measurable results and so on – is also dangerously shallow. How fast, how long, how far etc. Is there even a point for the measuring? Normally, neither the teacher or pupil gives a crap about it – so why does it persist?
…and Harmfulness?
In fact, I would go as far to say that it is directly harmful for the pursuit of physical health. That it makes all too many people loathe ‘PE’ and all it’s works – not just at school, but for their whole adult lives. This ‘programming’ of hating fitness, fit people and anything that remotely resembled a PE teacher was a serious mental cramp which I had to get over before I started making real progress in This Thing Of Ours.
Even worse, Jones and their ilk failed to even impart any knowledge regarding health and fitness, the sort where even if I did not follow when 15, may refer back to when 35. No, Mr Jones – you left me completely ignorant of the subject. Your subject. Which was called ‘physical education’. You not only failed as a teacher and a coach, but also even as a cheerleader for the subject. In fact, my views of fitness would have been more positive if you’ve not existed at all.
And I know I’m not alone in this feeling.
Advocatus Diaboli?
Now, many of the above problems are out of the control of even the best PE teacher in the country. In times of budgetary squeeze, the curse of the ‘syllabus lock-in’ is even worse than usual; leading to schools offering the same old sports and activities because they cannot afford to buy new equipment, adapt facilities or offer ‘off-site lessons’. The classist result is obvious; the poor kids in the ‘sink estate’ schools miss experiencing the more ‘expensive’ or ‘specialist’ activities such as swimming, climbing, cycling or hiking – instead, ending up with the same four / five group sports again.
Even if an enterprising school is able to find the cash, it then runs slap-bang into the issues of Whitehall diktats; one which labours under the delusion that the above crappiness works. Then there’s the issue of efficiency; kudos is gained by winning on exam league tables, and PE achievement barely gets a look in on that. As a headteacher, I have all the incentive in the world to not only not invest extra into PE but to in fact, cut it back to the legally mandated minimum and focus my energies on ‘where it matters’.
Between these two, they become unsolvable headaches; PE doesn’t have enough time in the week do achieve much normally, will find it’s time cut further ‘when required’ (such as exam preparation) and there’s not enough staff to try to teach in ability groups, provide anything approximating ‘individual attention’ or merely give the students anything like a real choice of activity.
No wonder that we invariably end up with the lowest common denominator, one size fits none, statutory minimum, bargain-basement lessons – represented by the half-hearted jogging around the perimeter of muddy fields in the cold drizzle, while Jones shouts ‘encouragement’ under his umbrella warmly-dressed.
The Logical Conclusion?
Which may ultimately explain why Jones, his mentor Sudgen and all the others of his ilk continue to ply their ‘craft’ – because they do – even into the current age in schools throughout the UK and (I suspect) beyond. They survive cause few care about this state of affairs and even less can do anything about it.
This general lack of caring has allowed the incompetent, the burnt-out and the sociopathic teachers to remain (tainting the reputation of the subject), while their defects would have caused their dismissal years ago in any ‘important’ subject. In fact, the only thing we really care about from Jones is the assurance he’s not a paedophile. You’d think most parents would care more about their kid’s physical condition, but there you go.
Upwards, this ends up being replicated within government itself. The subject is not a ‘vote winner’, so it doesn’t get much priority on the ever-tightening budgetary constraints, unlike say, exam results. At best we can usually expect a tokenistic, symbolic ‘strategy’; – a spending announcement (which usually turns out to be peanuts or no ‘new’ money at all), a week’s PR campaign (a speech or two, and the obligatory shot of the Minister at a sports academy or something), a ‘pack’ which will usually combine the anodyne, the current fads and the party’s predilections, then quietly buried when the news cycle moves on to something else.
The biggest issue is perhaps the fact of governmental ‘compartmentalisation’ and buck-passing; Education doesn’t want to spend cash on an issue which ultimately benefits the health of adults, Health reasons it’s not their job to spend cash on schools, Youth Services explains their relatively minuscule budgets are already ‘too tight’ to fund these things and the myopic cost-benefit analysis from the Treasury makes extra cash a non-starter.
Zombie PE?
The combination of all the above factors leaves physical education in a kind of undead state; too ‘liked’ to be killed off, not liked enough to be given the resources it desperately needs to do anything properly. The ‘liking’ of it is not even true; more the principle of PE is liked, rather than the reality. To paraphrase Sir Humphrey; spending on school PE is symbolic of the government’s desire to increase fitness and tackle obesity amongst the youth – it’s not really expected to actually achieve much.
And the vast majority of PE teachers know this. Chances are, they’re taken for granted, skills disrespected, assumed that as they ‘don’t teach a proper subject’ they’re free to do the thankless tasks and more than anything else, their goodwill is exploited. And whenever you end up in situations like this, the most skilled people are the ones who leave for greener pastures – for fee-paying schools, health clubs, sports academies, gyms or out of the sector entirely.
The Moral Of This Story…
Is that Jones and his ilk survive because not because they’re any good – but because they’re the only ones who’ll stick it out, which means they’re tolerated. The toleration comes because not enough people care about it enough to really change the situation. And that as in anything in this world, the rule ‘you get what you pay for’ is pretty accurate.
Jones is the symptom, not the cause. To improve PE, you would need to not just remove the Jones of the world, but to construct a system where you employ people better than him.
As everything on this blog, merely my own thoughts and opinions. Part of my Essays series.